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Last Song


It has been a constant Rejection of Dreams (Rechazo de Sueños) night after night.  I Pray for sleep to escape the nightmare of losing you at the sinister act of another.  I’ve never known such Misery and I’m Sick of feeding the Seeds of Distain.  After the last person said to me that I seem “to be on the brin’ of ruin o disaster (Abismo),”  I know I can’t go on like this or I will seek revenge, but I realize it will never bring you back.

 I remember like it was yesterday when I met you at the Lobo Estepario Club, back in 1984.  I had planned not to attend, but there was a voice in the back of my mind that kept telling me to go.   My life took an abrupt turn when I first laid eyes on you.  I was so enchanted I couldn’t stop watching you as you greeted strangers as long lost friends.   You lit the night with your vibrant beauty you were so vivacious and full of life.

 Then we met and sat at nearby table getting acquainted as soft music played in the background.  We talked for hours as we learned of one another.  My heart stings at the memory of your excitement when you realized we were both Born Under Saturn’s Sign.  Sometimes I feel your presence and turn around expecting to see you.  You left me with such beautiful memories my life is devastated without you. 

It was just a few weeks ago when we danced to Our Last Song.  You whispered so lovingly into my ear of your love, our life and the plans of our future.  The evening was magical and just Too Sweet, how I hunger to hold you one last time. 

I feel as if am locked into a static nightmare unable to move forward, I can’t face the reality you are gone.   You gave me a love I had never known before.  For the first time in my life I felt the Victory of Love.  Sweet woman of my life, you were everything and forever seared into my heart until we meet again.

Zia Taylor’s Notes:  One never knows how they may react to the loss of a loved one. The song titles on this album reflect how one may go from denial, to anger, and then the bittersweet memories of remembering the person they loved.

Artist: Nox Interna

Album: Seeds Of Disdain 


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